Welp folks, if you didn't guess by the pro-gay rant earlier, I'm bi. Annd there's this girl. I'm not with her and I really don't think I'm gonna end up being with her but... that wasn't my call. It's all a bit complicated and, honestly, moot because I'm with Kyle and happy with Kyle. But I had a dream about her and it sadly inspired this poem.
The sun rises,
light exposing.
I hold you gently,
re-proposing.
Let me take you
Far away from here
I can lift us away
To where we have no fear.
What I’d do to sweep you up
And take you away from all your strife.
But you say no
A sad tear in your eye.
You’re afraid of being dropped
So together we can’t fly.
Why do you let him
Hurt you so dear?
our escape so impossible
But the means so near.
What I’d do to sweep you up
And take you away from all your strife.
Sun sets again
We lay apart
Knowing it will stay so
Breaks my heart.
But you insist, despite the bruises
he makes you happy,
and he’ll take care of you.
And that’s all I can want,
for you to smile
So, God, I hope it’s true.
What I’d do to sweep you up
And take you away from all your strife.
Sirens flash,
harsh light on your skin.
Saint I am not
But letting this happen was sin.
How could you trust him love?
Why not come away with me?
If we’d taken flight when we could have,
You would still be.
What I’d have done to sweep you up
And instead he ended your precious life…
The next time you darlings may expect to hear from me will be WMeendsday. Or maybe Friday. I'm not sure yet. Ya see, the one is the next time I get to see Kyle and then the other is our annaversery. I already have the poem written but I don't wanna post it yet. It's a good deal happier than this one. He always makes me happy <3
again, that's $500. and you get to choose the method i incorporate into the act.
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